Sunday, 10 December 2017

almost feelings



soon, when all is well, you're going to look back on this period of your life and be glad that you never gave up


time doesn't heal all things, understanding does 


i waste my time thinking about you 


walking away is the ultimate power and we all have it 


what you want exists, don't settle until you get it


once you let it go, never check for it again


you are capable of more than you think 


you attract what you are ready for 


Sunday, 3 December 2017

nothing is more serious than pleasure



what the fuck have you done?


and suddenly you know. it's time to start something new and trust in the magic of beginnings 


nothing in the world smells as good as the person you love 


please tell me i'm not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel 


how long have you been holding those words in your head, hoping to use them?


i wish you were here - or i were there - or something - i don't know what 


one day, i promise you, you will wake up and be genuinely happy. it may not happen tomorrow, it may not happen next month, but it will happen. sadness does not last forever. i know how tired you are of hearing these things, and seeing these things & it not getting better, but you have to give it time. when you break your leg, you don't jump on it to see if its healed. please remember that there's nothing in this world that you can't handle. of course, unless you convince yourself you can't 


lessons in life will be repeated until they are learned 


Sunday, 26 November 2017

Dance. Smile. Giggle. Trust. Hope. Love. Wish. Believe.


change is the only constant 


better to be the one who smiled than the one who didn't smile back


never mistake intuition for insecurity 


nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to something else 


when i see the moon, i think of you 


do you ever realise how badly you're going to miss a moment while you're living it?


live your life, don't overthink 


if they do it once, they'll do it again


Sunday, 19 November 2017

too good to be true


you don't want to talk to me?
i don't want to talk to you first 


be soft with yourself. today your best may look different than yesterday 


 it's so hard to leave until you leave and then it's the easiest thing in the world 


don't be afraid of love, it's only magic 


pour yourself a drink, put on some lipstick and pull yourself together 


and she never heard from him again. a love story 


while i was full of love, you were simply full of shit


when i get lonely these days, i think: so be lonely. learn your way around loneliness. make a map of it. sit with it, for once in your life. but never again use another person as a scratching post for your own unfulfilled yearnings 


Sunday, 12 November 2017

keep going


don't ever think a man loves you because he keeps coming back. that man loves the power he has over you. he knows you'll take him back


focus on yourself 


birthday candles, eyelashes, shooting stars, ladybirds, white horses, lucky pennies, wishbones, dandelions...


you should give a fuck. you really should, but only about the things that set your soul on fire. save your fucks for magical shit


try it, you'll like it


nobody is too busy. it's a matter of priorities 


i walked away..thinking you'd follow 


the best kind of humans are the ones who stay 


Sunday, 5 November 2017

high heels on the moon


feeling unsure and lost is all part of the journey. breathe. you'll be okay, even if you don't feel it all the time


very few politicians look healthy 


in time it will all make sense


i never wanted to be your weekend lover 


she's got bite marks on her tongue from all the things she never said 


you do not know what's happening behind the scenes in someones life. always remember that 


there are people you haven't met yet who will love you 


without you there is no us


Sunday, 29 October 2017

get better at being you


and there will be someone that comes along one day and offers you an entire galaxy when you only expected a single planet 


people will love you. people will hate you. and none of it has anything to do with you  


time is infinite. there was a time before we were born and there will be a time after we're dead. time was in existence before we knew of its presence. time will exist long after we're not around to wish for more or less of it. Even though it's infinite, there will never be enough. 
no matter how much we get, we will forever be asking for more. we will forever have unanswerable what ifs. forever be longing for more time together. more time to stay in bed on grey mornings. more time to slow dance around the kitchen. more time to...just more time. 
but maybe that's the point of time..that it ends. think about it. how much would you appreciate something if you knew it was forever? a real forever. maybe having an end makes the being so much better. more alive. more meaningful. maybe knowing there's an end makes you fall faster. maybe endings were put there to make us feel the kaleidoscope of emotions we were born to feel. maybe endings were put there to appreciate the wonderment of the world. 
what if time was really infinite, would we even want it? 


i want the fairytale 


stop checking on people that aren't checking on you 


give first chances freely 


not everything works out. it's disappointing and that's life 


good things will happen